SHITTY DAY!

Well, all I have to say is that today was AWFUL! It was discouraging, disheartening.... you fill in the blank! I have no idea how I made it through the day without a cigarette. This is by no means my grand declaration of throwing in the towel, by the way. I just figured I'd rather not live my life as a liar, and if I am going to share in the joys of my life in this blog, I am going to be honest about the downs too. I think the best way I could describe the day was every single familiar spirit you could name was pounding on my door, trying to take me away. Right now, I just need to go to sleep and trust that new mercies will wash over me in the morning.